Memories

[freya]

The newest Member SOLIDER, Freya, Was pacing back and forth. Something was on her mind, but more importantly, she was bored as hell. Looking to the desk next to her bed, she smiled at the photo of many pictures she had in a frame. Halloween pictures of her and Tseng, though Freya was the only one who dressed up, Tseng just carried a pumpkin around the whole time. and after growing tired with that, he had givin the pumpkin to Reno to carry around. Chuckling she shook her head as her eyes trailed over a picture where Tseng had lifted her above his shoulders. and another where he was kissing her. a blush formed on her cheeks as she looked to the picture in the middle. it was one she had snuck while Tseng was sleeping one afternoon after working so hard. he looked so peaceful and sweet, completely letting his guard down to take a nice little nap.

Opening her wallet she had the very same pictures in there that she had on her desk, though these ones were smaller to fit. she kept them with her everywhere she went, she cherished them and kept them safe. other then those pictures she had random little ones of her and the rest of the turks, like one of Rude trying to lead a drunken reno down the sidewalk without falling over, and one of Elena hitting on Tseng, tho the Blondie had gotten a beating afterwords. "fun times" she smiled before exiting the room, her wallet of photos firmly in hand.

Leaving the Building, Freya looked around, she hated seeing all of the Suffering that was going on, the poor orphan children on the streets, the homeless. But what could she do? She was just a Turk, and she knew Rufus wouldn't listen to anything she had to say, that man was an Ass after all. But At least he wasn't like his father, the man allowed all of those experiments in the ShinRa mansion. She may have not been a Turk back then, but she knew of all the evil's and Darkness ShinRa once held. "Hojo...." Freya Muttered as she clutched her fists before shoving her wallet back into her pocket.

She hated that man more then anything, he had taken her from her family, injected her with Jenova cells over and over, Ruined her life! He was going to use Freya as a human host for Jenova to live! Freya had, at one time, Loved Hojo, thought he was the only one who cared about her, but no, it was Jenova he wanted, his evil Scientific was was his only joy in life. After refusing to do any more experiments with him, he'd taken up a new project. Injecting the cells into an unborn child. "Twisted sick man...." she muttered to herself as she walked down the street.

No one else in ShinRa knew about her past, aside from Tseng, and maybe Rufus. but that was it. Thinking back to the day Hojo had shot Vincent, Freya got a sad look upon her face. She was the one who had given Hojo the gun, she was the one who put the thought into his already evil mind to get rid of him.

Sitting upon a bench Freya sighed, "I've done wrong...so many wrong things in my life..." again she sighed, today was just not her day. "Tseng....where are you?...."

[Rylin and Raila]

The twins watched from a distance, their hands were intwined, she seemed to be alone, or at least that was what it had looked like as they had walked around. "She has jenova cells...she's one of us...let's see the mistress said to gather all of them..."As twins they spoke at the same time, it was always how it was, not that anyone could end up changing that. The two girls looked down at the dirty, blood caked clothes they wore, this was all the woman who had sent them out on this mission had give them, and yet there was something else about this. They walked out and stopped a bit away from her, the two of them were bored, they wanted to play, so they looked around. "So does she have them?" Rai looked to her sister, then snuck a quick look at Freya. They were here for the others with Jenova cells, after all they had them to, the wings that were on their backs would have ended up being show enough of that, the wings were folded against the ruined clothes. Then again it was whether she truly ended up paying attention to them, not that they cared they had a mission.

Rai pulled out a small bag and handed some of the food that was in it to Rylin, the two of them barely ended up having any food, but it had to mean something, eating little was better the eating nothing. "Sissy what are we gonna do now..."Ry asked and clung ot her sister, she tried to end up getting her sibling to smile, that was one of the differences. The two of them looked to each other, they pulled the jackets out of the backpack and slipped them on, it kept their wings confined and no one could see them which in a sense was all that mattered to them. They approached the woman who looked like she was having some issues. The two of them stood back to back hands at their sides.

"Are you alright? You seem sad?" they knew some about her but what would it do for them, they were just children who had to bring all the people with jenova cells back, or at least get a blood sample for the mistress. She had promised to take care of them after all, so they were going to do it no matter what, she said she would make them normal when she didn't need the special abilities they had. They would have looked tired and hungry to her, but it wasn't like she would have trusted them anyway.

'She's not gonna trust us...and you know it...' She looked to Rai, and then thought for a moment, Rylin hated that her wings were stuck but not that she had any choice.

[freya]

As Freya sat there, she had that feeling of being watched, (what the-?) she thought to herself before looking around. Seeing a pair of, what looked to be twin girls, holding hands with their eyes locked on her, Freya sighed. "just a couple of kids...."she muttered, (more homeless kids...damn you Rufus...) she thought to herself as she crossed her arms. (its his fault this city is in this mess...)

Doing a double take, she looked at the girls again, their clothes were filthy, and were those blood stains!? what the hell could have happened to them? Freya could hear the girls whispering to each other, and for a moment her eyes turned slitted with a shinny green color to them like all Remnants eyes do before turning back to their normal icy blue color. She had a strange feeling about those girls, something familiar, yet bad at the same time.

When the girls finally spoke to her she leaned forward on the bench, "you two....are you okay?" she asked before shaking her head. "just reminiscing on the past..." she muttered. "Is there anything you girls need?"

[Rylin and Raila]

The two girls wanted to play more, they shivered, it was cold, and they had no shoes on their feet, that was the problem with being in a sense homeless, they could go back to the mansion, but what good would that do for them. The one who took care of them would just send them out on another mission, and not let them even rest, it was just how she was, nothing ever changed with her. They closed their eyes, and looked at her again, they were Jenova experiments would she know that, if she did look into their eyes she would see the familiar green color, and yet there was still the violet color that seemed so unnaturally hidden behind the green. "Do we know you...you seem familiar to us.." They looked at her, the blood stains on the clothes were more obvious and well some of the cuts on the twins were noticed. Ry pulled up her jacket to cover up the tattoo on her neck, it was a number, one she wanted no one to see, and she looked to her sister who did the same.

"Do you know where Mommy is....those evil people took her away...they said they would bring mommy back to us..." both of the girl's eyes seemed to darken as they spoke of their mother, like something had happened. they just wanted to end up getting her to trust them, not that they had a choice, they were supposed to bring the Jenova celled children back, it was just what they did, and if this woman noticed the wings she would have understood. There was one person who had wings like that, well more then one, not that it was obvious.

"We are okay...we just wanted to find a place to stay like the others...we used to let them stay with us till those meanies burned our house down..." Ry flinched when her sister mentioned that, she growled and glared at her sister. As if she was saying not to mention that, she clung to her sister's hand and shivered, her wings threatened to break out of her jacket, it was tearing she could feel it. "Ry calm down..." Rai put her hand on her sister's arm, she knew that this was ticking her off but they couldn't truly be exposed. "Do you know a warm place to stay just for a night...we found most of the others who stayed with us places to hide...but...we need to find a place..." They looked at her, and noticed something was wrong, they moved and sat down on the ground next to her. "So what's your name?"

[freya]

Freya felt sorry for these girls, just like she felt sorry for all the homeless children on the streets, but she wasn't allowed to mettle with their affairs. The only thing Freya needed to worry about was ShinRa, and only ShinRa.

When the girls spoke, Freya looked into their eyes, they were shinny green, just like her own. (Are they the same as me?) she thought to herself as she sat forward on the bench, the Shinra electric Rod clanking against the metal of the bench.
"I'm Much older then you two are..." she spoke as she examined them both closely, She noticed one of the twins cover up a number on their flesh, All the remnants had one, Even
Freya did. A small zero just above her ankle.

Tilting her head, Freya wanted to get some information out of them, to see if they were Remnants or not. "who is your mother? where is she?" Freya asked with a sweet tone to her voice. Watching as their sweet eyes darken, Freya sighed, "are you girls okay?" she asked.

There was something off about the girls, and were those, Wings on their backs? They must be, they have to be a remnant. "who but your house down little one?" she asked as she tilted her head to the side, she wanted to understand more what these girls wanted. One of the twins didnt seem to like that information being spilled, "why are you so angry? you should be nice to your sister..."

Looking at the girls again she couldn't resist, "Im staying in a room at a nearby INN.....if you would like you can fallow me..." she spoke before standing, "Freya..." she muttered lightly.

[Rylin and Raila]

Ry and Rai kept close to each other, they were wary of this place already, not that it was gonna help them anyway, they had to keep strong, for the ones younger then them, and the ones who needed help. That was part of why they were listening to that stupid woman who knew how to drive them nuts, not if it would truly mean anything. "Much older then us...but age never mattered did it..." The twins spoke again, they sounded like twins, which of course they were, but still at times they were still different, not if it would mean anything then either.

"Mommy is with the bad man...he took mommy away to use her...Humans have a specific name for mommy..." they had been in the Shinra headquarters looking for her, and yet they hadn't found her, which made them mad, Jenova, or whatever people called her, they were supposed to find her. "We have to find mommy and big brother..." The two girls looked at the ground, they were looking at the cuts on their legs and feet, they didn't know why they felt this way, this was partially a mission. They in a sense were tricking her, even if they would never admit it.

"We're okay...those bastards ruined our lives....but they are people to aren't they....they had reasons....all along...but no one believes that..." The two of them didnt' truly have anything against Shinra...they wanted to live again and be normal, but things happened, and it wasn't like they could get away from it now could they. They looked at each other shivering, they remembered the fire all to well, it was only a matter of time before someone tried to kill them again, not that they wanted to do die either way.

"Um we couldn't see who it was...we just focused on saving the others...but if we had to say who it was...then we would say it was someone that didnt' like us...those normal people...who think we are all monsters...for being homeless or having special skills..."Ry looked up as Freya spoke to her, she wasn't mad at her sister, not entirely she was mad that she couldn't save her father...that was always how it was. But then again that man was not truly who they thought he was, not that they knew that.

"I'm not mad at her....she's my sister...." Ry flinched and buried her head into her sister's chest, she was shorter in a sense just by a inch or two, but she was still scared out of her mind. And those memories were not something she wanted to think of.

"A inn...thank you Miss..." The two girls bowed ever so slightly, and followed her, they held onto each other's hands, they were never gonna be separated isn't that what they had told themselves when they were younger, and they were left alone time after time. "Freya well I'm Rai...and she's Rylin..." Rylin was the hyper one, but she was slightly shy right now so she was hiding behind her sister.

[freya]

Freya chuckled, "no...not really...I am a turk of Shinra....so maybe you've seen me around town quite often?" she spoke trying to find out where the girls had seen her before. Tilting her head she sighed, (Jenova......) she thought before looking at the girls again. "you say humans as if your not human yourself....what do humans call her?" she asked.

Hearing her speak the words 'big brother' she knew they spoke of Sephiroth, the one Hojo always said would become her own little brother. "Theres no need to hide little one..." she spoke.

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[Rylin and Raila]

Rai and Rylin giggled, it was just a quiet childish little giggle that made it seem like times had gone back to where no one knew what evils were being done, and they weren't involved in it, not that it mattered anyway. "Turk of Shinra....President Shinra...he better be careful..." They weren't gonna say way, after all it wasn't like they truly knew, around here, he was hated so not like things wouldn't happen, but no one deserved to be hurt for it. "They said she was like a calamity or something...but I don't know...mommy didn't seem that bad when we talked to her..." They didnt' know what that meant, but they also had to find big brother, they kept saying that.

"Um...we are human and yet at the same time we aren't..." They didn't know how to explain it, not that anyone had explained it to them anyway, they had just been told go on a mission and do as i tell you no questions asked. it was kinda annoying at times, but what could they do about it.

Ry peeked out from behind her sister, she was scared, it might not be obvious at first, but maybe now there was a reason for it, she just couldn't explain what the reason was. "I scared...of people..." she whimpered, but came out anyway, clinging to her sister, she was going to end up trying not to be scared as much as she could, not that it would mean anything.

"You no gonna hurt us are you?"

[freya]

Hearing the girl's giggle made Freya smile lightly as she approached the Inn, hearing the children laugh, it was something that sounded wonderful to her, because it proved that even in dark times as this, children can still live and have fun.

Tilting her head at their words she listened closer to see if they would speak any more on the matter of Shinra, but they hadn't so she decided to just drop it. Walking up to the room she had payed for that day she sighed. "a calamity that fell from the sky...." looking at them Freya shook her head a bit. "Jenova...you...talked to jenova?" Freya knew for a fact who this mother of theirs was, the very woman Hojo had tried so desperately to make Freya become a bodily host for.

And big brother, that she knew was sephiroth, "is your big brother named Sephiroth?" she asked. (Little Brother....) she thought, (are you really alive?) sighing she sat on the edge of the bed.

Looking at the twins she smiled, "well theres no reason to be scared of me" she chuckled, "im here to help....an i won't hurt you"

[Rylin and Raila]

The two girls looked around, they felt like someone was watching them, maybe it was mother, or the mistress or someone else, whoever would truly end up bugging them somethings ended up happening whether the person wanted them to happen or not, it was only a matter of whether they wanted to do it or not. They were starting to like Freya, maybe that was a good thing, and maybe it wasn't but they couldn't truly end up deciding on that now could they, it was not truly up to them, and it never would be. They were puppets and nothing more. "just puppets...isn't that we all are at one point in time..." they figured this lady would understand them more then ever.

"Yea...we talked to Jenova...she's not to fun to talk to though..." They just thought about other things and got off of that subject things were just gonna go downhill if they kept on thinking about that. They wanted to find big brother again, after all it was only a matter of time before he found them as well, people with Jenova cells ended up finding each other.

"Sephi...we call him Sephi even though he no like it I'm sure..." they didn't know if she understood them either, not many people ever understood people who had no homes or nothing else at all. "Thank you so much for helping us..." The two of them smiled, and moved up closer to Freya standing next to her, they didnt' like separating from each other so they weren't, but they would help her if she needed it to.

[freya]

Freya snapped a gaze at the twins, "no....no...we are not puppets....we are all living...breathing beings....we have our own lives..." shaking her head she chuckled. "great so that bitch is alive...." she said as she clutched her fists. "i knew there was something familiar about you two...." she spoke. "I am older then Sephiroth..." she explained, "i was the first Hojo......toyed with..." taking a knife she made a prick on her finger.

Instead of red Blood, green liquid seeped through, it was the cells, the Jenova cells. "My life's blood is different from that of anyone else....i was meant to become Jenova's bodily host...but i refused..." she spoke as her blue eyes shinned remnant green.

"Sephi?....he dont deserve a nickname....other then demon....stupid..ass hole...evil freak....Monster!" she grumbled before walking to the kitchen. Freya pulled out some leftover food, milk and bread placing it on a tray before walking back to the twins. "here....eat...you need it..." she spoke.

[Rylin and Raila]

Ry flinched and moved behind her sister again, she was scared, she didn't know why this lady was getting mad at them, then again they thought they were puppets it had always been that way, there was just nothing they could do to change the minds of them, and anyone else who had ended up calling them puppets. It was just odd they had always ended up being puppets, nothing could change that but did they really understand that either, after all it was just a matter of time that would end up making things worse for all of them. "I guess we have lives...we have always been told we were not meant to have lives, we have a mission..." They were speaking, even though it probably ended up not meaning anything, they would have to figure it out soon enough wouldn't they.

"You are older then Sephiroth?" They didn't know that, the two of them thought he was the first one, or at least the one that was still alive, it looked like the mistress didn't know everything now they would have to think about the mission and figure out how to work around what they had just learned. "You are the first host...then I wonder whose the second one..." not that they knew much about that, it was only something they had heard in the time they were looking for the remnants.

"he's a monster then what does that make us?" The twins sat down and nibbled on the food, they had small stomachs so they didn't eat much of it, and Ry was a bit afraid to touch it until her sister fed it to her. Then the girl ate a bit more. "Thank you for helpings us..."

[freya]

seeing Ry flinch, Freya mentally slapped herself, "hey...im sorry....im not getting mad at you...my temper is just off the wall sometimes...." she spoke as she knelt down to them before using her hands to kindly smooth back their hair from their faces.

shaking her head, she sighed, "such young girls like you...on a mission?....what kind?" she asked sadly. It was horrible they were having to be but up to such, extreme measures being as young as they were in all.

Nodding she sighed, "Hojo took me from my home and experimented on me....my body...under my clothes...is littered with scars from his experiments..." she hated the scars, but what was she going to do about them right?

"well...." she thought about that for a second or two, "depends on how you act....on your own free will would you willingly kill an innocent person?" she asked. "your very welcome...let me know if there is anything else you would like"

[Rylin and Raila]

Ry clung to her sister, she was tired and a few other things, most people on the streets were, it was just that they all had a hard time making ends meet, and it was hard for anyone to watch, the twins hated it to, which was why they did what they could to take care of people, babies and anyone. But would it truly end up working probably not, it was only the things they did that people wanted, or the ones that they did that no one knew about. "It's okay Ry is just sensitive....she'll get used to you eventaully and things will change..."

Rai had always been the older one, the one who took care of Ry...it was just how it was, not that anything could have been truly done about it, it was only a matter of time, things just didn't work that way anymore did they. "Well we have to make money to live somehow so we hunt things...bring pets back to owners whatever is needed....well almost everything..." They had standards most living people did, yet they were always told they were tools, if they didn't have free control they would probably be killing and that was not what she wanted, well neither of them wanted.

"Scars are only memories of what made us stronger....so even if we hate them we can't truly live without them..." They looked at each other, the two of them had enough scars on each of them that would end up being more then most kids had at the age they were at. They didnt' like them at times but they ended up living with them didn't they. It was just how it worked, not that it would help them at all.

"We don't kill....if we really have to...then what choice do we have...but we would much rather avoid it....kids don't need blood on their hands...that was what daddy told us..." They looked down at their hands.

"But if we weren't of our own free will we might...but even then I don't think either of us could...we'd probably rather die then hurt others..." That might not have sounded like what a remnant would do, or whatever they were to be called. "Would you kill someone if they were in so much pain...and there supposebly was no other way...would you still end up trying to find a way to save them...."

"Are you gonna eat to?" The twins nibbled on the food, they hadn't eaten for awhile, when they had gotten food they gave it out to others most of the time it was just who they were.

[freya]

Nodding, Freya understood, "And i'll try to watch my temper around you okay?" hearing about what the girls had to do, Freya sighed. "children shouldn't have to have jobs...." she sighed again, "children are meant to just live and grow..."

Looking down at the floor she thought back to the first time her and Tseng were having, 'quality time' "i use to hate letting the man i love the most see my body because of the scars...." she had refused to let Tseng see her naked for the longest time, till the day he walked in on her while getting dressed. "but he's seen them now so...it doesn't matter if he see's them now....."

Looking at the twins she thought a bit before taking their hands into her own, "then you two are not monsters....I use to be...i killed without thinking...i hurt another living being...but now the monster in me is gone...i live my own life the way i want to..."

tilting her head slightly, her long silver hair flowed over her shoulder, "who is your...father?" she asked. They kept saying Daddy, but they way they talked, this daddy of theirs sounded too nice to be Hojo. "knowing me...id try to save them...." shaking her head at their question she smiled. "i already ate not too long ago...." she smiled